yes...
i'm slowly learning to let go.......
actually i had long decided to let go........but i had the wrong ideas from him....i had thought he was able to accept......
but i realise that was just wistful thinking on my part.....
maybe even if we were be able to be together.....he wouldnt be happy and he wouldnt be able to do wad he wanted to do.....
i been too selfish...simply too selfish....
yest i watched a tv drama on chn 8...i thought the drama is full of cheesy crap....but in yest last episode...there was this supposedly wise old guy who say ' life is full of regrets,but if it is devoid of happy memories,it itself is the biggest regret...'
well, it made some sense to me....
somehow it sounds comforting....
i should be contended with just the happy memories.....
i always been uncontended with wad i had......even when he was such i nice guy i had to ruin him...
i had never regret the choices i made, the things i did...except of course, the thing i did to him..
i learnt my lesson...a huge lesson....
the wrong i did will never be erase..but i can choose to move on...and do wad is best for us...
